I didn’t have time to really post anything yesterday. Senior Project has been kicking my ass.
But anyway. My good mood has stretched over the course of three days so far. It’s a strange feeling. I feel like I can laugh at myself or talk confidently with my friends. This has been a first in… quite some time, actually.
But I will be honest. On the ride home, I had to sit in the back of my… friend’s (?) car because she had stuff everywhere. I could see myself in her rear-view mirror as we drove. When I saw myself, I immediately wanted to hide… My stomach churned and my face went red and I felt like crawling in a ball. But considering that this is the first time that this has happened in a while… well… I think I’m in pretty good shape for this week. I just hope it will continue.
Oh. And John Barrowman just needs to come over to my house and be my attractive gay best friend. K.