So. I’ve been procrastinating on deleting my blog because there’s still some stuff on here I need to go through and save and I don’t have the time to look anymore.
I guess instead of neglecting it, I’ll use it a little until I decide what to do with it.
Um… Let’s see…
I have a good job. I’m working full time, making and saving money (which is nice.. I’ve never had this much money before. Ever. And it’s a little intimidating, to be honest. So I just kinda let it sit there until I figure out what to do with it). My coworkers are all really funny and awesome to be around. We play pool before it gets busy and, depending on the night, we’ll stay after close and play pool and have a hookah and a few beers or something (because my boss typically just gives it to us). It’s a nice environment. Plus our customers are pretty fun, too.
Granted, we did have a gang fight last weekend. And a drug bust the next day. But otherwise it’s pretty smooth. A regular of mine taught me to dance today. He’s a sweetie and makes me laugh. And I don’t get creeped on too bad. Which is nice. No one lays a hand on me without my permission, and whenever I get asked for my number or invited to parties or asked out to dinner or something, they’re very good about saying “oh okay that’s cool!” And moving on with our conversation when I reject.
It’s a nice job.
I’m happy with it. It’s just a little lonely.
I’m glad I’m working as much as I am because I need the money, but the hours make it hard for me to see anyone other than coworkers or customers. I don’t even see my family. They’re gone by the time I wake up and I’m at work when they get back. When I get home, they’re asleep.
Idk. I’m hoping I’ll actually get to hang out with people on my day off. But I suppose we’ll see.